. ⊙∈ 小章鱼 .

i will be leaving soon. every time i saw it, i feel sad.
the words like sad eyes, looking at me, smile to me, even i still feel sad.

i will be leaving soon.
this time, i chose to leave. and it is easier than speak it out.
and so easy, i hurt u.
im sorry, i cant stop myself chasing things i want.
is that selfish?
i dont know.

i must say i have lost something, very very precious
i should have treasure it for my life time

maybe its not someone
it is a relationship beyond the body.

i have the talent to ruin things.
every time i did it, so easy.
and every time i thought i was right.
untile now i think im right.

Sally said im unchangeable like a stone.
it hurts.
cuze im right.
should i change even though im right?
i don wan.
maybe its right,
maybe its wrong.
no body tells the answer.

this time, things are different.
selfish, or hurting
i just wanna be myself,
make my choices.
i like wearing shorts,
i dont like old music,
im forgeting,
im not gental,
i like unhealthy food,
i like nail color,
i like black eye line,
i like gorgeous cheap little unnecessary things,
i like````
i like````
all these things u dont like`````````

dear babi,dear baobei,
i want to give u a little kiss,
cuz i love u
now im alone, quiet and alone,
its deep night, and i wonder my brave to tell these to u.
no matter u like it or not,
it is what im thinking.
no change.

i will be leaving soon
i should keep something to help me remember this place,
since im so forgettable :)

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